To the one who craves more, whose heart is yearning for freedom and space to spread her wings of creativity…
There’s so much more, so much to be experienced and lived, to be created and released. He calls into existence that which He’s already created and breathed into the hearts and minds of His children. In you. Now it awakens.
I lay here, not feeling the inspiration I wish I felt. Looking on with a mixture of anger and sadness at where I wish to be, I want to scream out of frustration for not knowing how to start. I want to make action, not stay here lifeless in one place. Doubt has risen to paralyze my calling before we even make it off of the floor. I don’t know each step to take, but I know where I’m going. My eyes fixed on the vision, I gather all of my strength and mentally fight back the lies of insecurity. I cannot do this on my own, I know, but I know Who can. I’ve committed myself to get help, and I trust in my support group to hold me up. So I take a deep breath, resist the sting of my old desires and push myself up, placing one foot steadily before me.
You're not alone.